Thursday, February 28, 2008
Needing Help With Dull People
Recently i went to abundant life youth, and the pastor "Dustin" He spoke a very touching , and relative to my life message. As you all know im living with a friend, Dave, and Jesse/Spanish, and his brother James , And Mama! Dave is a very bright guy, he keeps me laughing alot, and he a cool kid to hang around! Spanish is a cool person too and has a humor that i favor, But i never know living with them would be the pain of this season, I don't say that spitefully, but let me explain the situation. Dave's Mom Christine is the only supporter in the house. She works 2 full time jobs, and ays for everything, Bills, internet, garbage, electric, 2 car insurances, W.O.W, 3 Cell Phones, and many other thing among the house. Though Jesse and I has offered to pay rent, she care to much for us , since we dont make that much. Dave and James , they pay for nothing. James refuses to get a job, and stays home all day, and sleeps and play on the computer, thats his life and it saddens me cause there could me so much better coming from him. He steals money for me and wont clean the house when ever its his turn and he constantly messes up! And its just really bad! He back talks to his mom, like she nonresistant, its hurts me went she hurts. But he wont do anything with his life and its just saddening me. Dave isnt as bad as james but along the same line. Dave is okay he does have a job, but thats not his issue, he's not as clean as his mom would want him to be, and the whole point with dave is he just doesnt care about anything. His mom is out of town this week and she said go to school everyday! he has been since she left,he just doesnt like to listen at all. He stays home 97% of his time eating and watching tv. Its a killer, and when i ask him and jesse " Hey wanna go do something guys?" NOOO! watching lost! Its just hurts me cause i though living with friends would be a fun thing! Jesse is the same as dave, he does work, but they dont do anything, they mess up, they only clean when i remind them 50 times, and its so stressful, and jesse has a negativity that makes me wanna scream, he's really negative on everything, only with me! He criticizes everything. He's kinda disrespectful, and make big deals about nothing! I have to sleep outside in a tent because they wont let me sleep they talk and goof til about 2 in the morning when we have to go to school. And there room is awful! I dont wanna seem like im just telling you that these people are horrible but im really frustrated and im letting you put your self in my shoes. Now i clean the whole house about everyday, because they wont do it. The Only thing that keeping me pumping is there mom. She is the sweetest woman i know and she does so much and shes funny and really really a good person to know, and they treat her like crap, they dont listen and dont clean , and before i started living here, she would cry every night cause she didnt know what to do. Im so thankful to be put in this situation, for her, because i will take be treated like crap and step over and such just so she doesnt have to. they put her through so much, and since i do those things she ask dave and james to do, she a happy camper, and that harms my heart, it pays for the hurt that i have to take from them, and i love them all i wish better for them all. And i totally understands no one's perfect, But when you can change your life and be a better person for your mother,a dn friends and you dont take that god given opportunity, what can i say! I wasnt the most obedant child but still listened to what my parents told me to do, and i was treated like CRAP! and it make me cry something cause i see this hard working mom, who just wants success out of her kids, just break down cause they wont improve or progess. Im still there friend and nothing going to tear that apart and as a son of god im going to still stay sharp so one day the will grow and have sympathetic hearts and learn to care of others , and watching jesse slip away hurts more. So i will continue to love them and keep them in my prayers, and for your guys i ask you to pray for Chirstine that she will grow to have a stronger heart, and to be able to push throw and and keep sane when her's kids are driving her nuts lol! Lord i know a future is held for all these biys, lord teach them how to be men, god, teach them how to be responible and how to be an adult! god your love is most awesome and im so thankful that i refuse to ever take your love for granted again! You guys keep all of us in your prayers, im really sorry i cant hang around as much as i like, im helping gods children!
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You need to be the example to them then...well, actually let Christ be the example through you. Stay in the word and in prayer- HE IS OUR STRENGTH!
God, i pray that you would tell brandon what he needs to do and that he would be obedient to it. Teach him to serve and go low for everyone in that household.
Brandon- you are the one who needs to be helping them out first (in whatever that means to you) so that things can change, because you have the power of Jesus in you!!!! Where ever you see Jesus running- chase after Him!
also, they allowed you to stay there which is why you should do everything you can to help them. Do not grow weary in doing good because in due time you will reap (galatians 6:9...i think)
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